Sunday, April 13, 2008

Past Works and Notes!

This works are from my personal blog @ www.stoningdreamerchild.blogspot.com

This blog you are in now is a blog dedicated only to my poems

Do visit sometimes. I note that MOST (if not all) of my poems are based on human misery.

Please do not take it seriously as I can write this even when I'm happy. And do not dwell in the meanings of these poems. Live happy and cherish every minute!


When life is hard and living is tough,
and we would just stand cause we've had enough,
hold on tight as life is like diamond in the rough,
because the faith will be there if we believe in love.

I'll put your delicate hands to my face,
and let you feel the warmth of my streaming tears,
and as i wait for your answer from minutes to days,
the time tortures me like a dagger's pierce.

I've seen before a black parade,
of mourns and cries it never fades,
but i will smile at them in their face,
cause in the coffin is where my place.

Droplets of poison decimates the truth,
let my blood flow thru my streamless veins,
though the punishment is vicious and brute,
i've been paralyzed too long to feel no pains.

I have lost all sense of night and day,
In the dark i've chased my pain away,
The Devil has deceived me a game to play,
In this Hell I'll be no matter how much i pray.

The dreams and hopes i have is all defiled,
the memories is better to burn when all compiled,
Your kisses and laughs still roams free and wild,
still i can feel no pain when you turned and smiled.

Like a sacrificial lamb i've fallen as a prey,
My soul is now left to dissolve and decay,
It futile though my body wants to stay,
When it is me who's repeatedly left at bay.

I have come to love the black roses of full bloom,
And I have come to adore the colors of palish gloom,
I seek refuge and safety in corners of my room,
As I stare the walls of blankness awaiting my doom.

The lives we lived is of a walking shadow,
The scar's so deep we are mentally battered,
Gone are the chirps and those sweetly meadows,
And we live now in pain and futures shattered.

The warmth of blood and cold of steel,
The cut in the wrist is too numb to feel,
When I die my skin will rot and peel,
Like my broken heart it will never heal.

Why do we dwell in a deceiving lie,
Like a fallen angel who cannot fly,
Faithless I am cause I have stopped to try,
The way of my escape is a will to die.

The scent of your hair still i smell,
The sight of your silhoutte still i see,
Like yesterday your laughs I remember well,
Though I know your not here with me.

Of a rendezvous with Death i have set,
The suffering is as bad as it can get,
This arsenic is sweeter than any wine,
To end this life which is better left behind.

The rainbow is now filled with black and white,
The chirping of birds as now turned to mockery,
The presence of lights blinds me with fright,
The monster in the mirror smirks with treachery.

Cut my tongue out so I will never speak,
Break my fingers so I could never write,
Dig my heart out so I will never feel weak,
When I'm silent than I will always be right.

Like jesters and clowns we pretend,
Hurting ourselves to satisfy and please,
But when we're weak who will defend?,
When we are the subject of joke and tease.

Miracles are only an illusion,
To lure the helpless for salvation,
Pain is inevitible though we pray,
Puppets we are for Death to play.

I can tell by the looks in you eye,
In your thoughts I am dirty and sly,
You will never know me if you do not try,
Surpressed in your hatred I can never fly.

I am not made of lies and deceit,
A place in your heart you can forfeit,
Next to others I cannot compete,
As my flaws makes me incomplete.

Bound by this wretched chain,
Tied in with suffering and pain,
In a pendulum mode it repeats again,
Forbidden by shouts and screams in vain.

The children from the Dark seance with candle,
Toying with the cleaver though its hard to handle,
Though the sweet murder is gruesome and violent,
It is a sight of joy with limbless remains of their parents.

Two different beings to tie the knot,
Vowing that their love will last forever,
Two funerals it will be, a wedding not,
When one sips the poison to join the other.

The heart of men is hard to read,
Complexity with lies and deceit,
Idle minds blooms wicked deeds,
Selfishness makes the world incomplete.

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